#42

people generally want to look older when they are younger and younger when they are older so it makes me wonder if everyone wishes they were about twenty one or do some of the older folks wish they were 11 or what exactly do they mean by young and do some of those younger people want to look 80 but this is all rubbish because 11 and 80 are both disadvantageous ages because 11 is too young to do a lot of stuff and 80 is too old to do a lot of stuff so i guess what everybody wants is to be an age where they can do a lot of stuff which i say is between 18 and 44 so i better get on the ball and start doing stuff before i look in the mirror and find myself staring at a 45 year old man with love handles softer and fattier than a babys ass and a head just as fat and slick and i havent done jack shit since i was 21 and regretting it like it is only possible to regret the never done but i dont think i could ever let myself turn out like that because i think about this sort of shit all the time and i love to do weird shit and all i need to do now is find someone to go on wild and reckless adventures with me for fear of settling down and we shall do it like caricatures and what happened to looks