#55

i ate a bagel with cream cheese when i wasnt even hungry and now i have no energy and i write in this journal to avoid more pressing writing tasks that will improve my future and secure a livable income but i promise myself after this page i will start once again working on the mob story and add in all the details necessary to write a ten page treatment which hopefully will not be the first thing i sell because i do not want to start my writing career as a crime drama writer and have to ruin myself trying to segue into comedy writing but the drama treatment should just show that i have the ability to conceptualize a drama in three act structure and can create interesting characters with interesting pasts revealed in a captivating way and i have so many ideas that i only have time to write the treatments instead of the entire play and then tyler and i will move on to the sitcom idea where we will develop overqualified and then write an episode of an existing show in hopes of finding steady work as a writer on a television sitcom where we or at least i can hone my comedy chops