#67

james is in goddam slovenia right now on free internet chatting with me over a two dollar beer and if i could reach him i would punch him in the ear because im stuck here in los angeles in my bedroom while hes out raising international hell with eastern european girls and im jealous as a motherfucker but shit if i aint ready to bust outta this damn country for a year and see if i cant survive on nothing but a prayer and dumpster food plus a little odd job here or there until i see the whole world from the gutter and write it down or photograph it or make it into a mad movie with an intercontinental hellfire soul of pure beauty and damn james im buying a ticket right now to come get a beer cuz i aint got no pressing business around here with short films here and scripts and tv pitches there and studios and bullshit and a dumpster full of dipshit peach tree cloudy pissy ass cotton candy impotent clown cunt fuck ass jibba jabba who gives a flying queef about yer lousy stories and i dont wan to hear them and i dont want to live those stories cuz i wanna get out there and live a story no one has even dreamed about before cuz im young and i give a shit