#140

when one adjusts oneself to poverty it aint nothing to think about except for periodic panics around april fifteenth and rent time and bill pay periods but rice is filling and grape nuts are cheap and if you can quit the smokes like i did you can live on forty bucks a week no problem plus rent costs of course but even with such a low spending rate money runs out and employment becomes necessary almost paramount and such pride tied up in making a living wage and dont even think about taking a girl out when you cant support yourself better to just wait out the prime of your life and meditate as your testosterone drains from your blood and when you reach middle or maybe old age and you are solvent finally you will have no interest in sex and so it is you just missed participating in the cycle of life instead contributing words and music and movies to the world not children but who is to say which is the nobler with overpopulation such a concern but also consider the glut of media content and how long it takes for greatness to rise to the top of the bucket o fruitful o despair o confusion