#15

and captains log stardate unknown the thoughts are coming to me more quickly now like the stars when entering light speed and i even feel a little dizzy from the sickening rapidity of their capture and subsequent release and it makes me feel a little unbalanced and i dont mean physically but mentally unbalanced like maybe im getting a little spacy in the outhere which is fascinating considering the crew and i have been in flight for more than thirteen months now in the outhere and i think it might have something to do with the recent passing of wilson and god knows he was a good man and who ever would have thought he had a bad heart but who knows what the real cause of death was because the autopsy couldnt be performed because wilson was the ship doctor and one can only hope that his death wasnt caused by a viral fiend or a space demon but the demons are just myth but they do exist they do in the mind in the outhere and i know this because i have felt them and i have felt the pressure and it feels like they want to break through your skull and you know that they dont want to get out but just make your head crack under all that pressure